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Tuesday, March 20, 2007
hey there people..
this entry is gonna be long..
as it combines yesterday's [19th] and today's [20th]
first day of school was great!!
i reached school at around 8.25 with shuhada
actually i wanted to sms rockstar that i've reached..
but i forgot that my prepaid is now low T.T
so yea.. when i stepped in the school
as i walked in to go up to the hall..
i waved to yan hao and debbie
and guess what they reacted in return?
"oh hey you ira u bloody!"
i was like..woah woah woah. chill people
so i asked why they called me that
they said "your acelearn la.. top the class twice! u pro sia!"
me? pro? haha. you're talking to the wrong person :D
it should be eunice tan cui lin xD

and grr. got to know that we need to change timetable AGAIN
but still, we had art , math & homec yesterday
before i continue.. i didn't get to see rockstar =(
sigh i miss him terribly

alright.. let's start with art
hmm.. hand in my file with holiday homework
oh wow i scored 15/20!!
well.. i just expressed my feelings and put it in words xD
skip skip skip

maths, hmm..headache. grrr
equations+algebra=unloved. too bad xD

homec.. ms jocelyn tay came in :]
so as usual..had theory..boring..zz
but her lessons are the only times we get break in between the 2 hours =D
so yea.. after that ms lydia li came in..zzz
boring..haha
ended at 2pm.

oh yes before i forget, happy belated birthday christabel xD
hmm..yea i followed elizabeth to the library..
nothing better to do so i waited for rockstar
awww..then he met me at the library
he skipped his lesson.. haha naughty :P

okay enough about on the 19th..



today's post [20th march]
i kinda declare today as the miserable day
i never see my dearest rockstar for the whole day
actually i was in a good mood just now
until... misery striked me
no wonder, rockstar told me what happened to him
no wonder i felt sad and angry..
i can feel how he feels :'(
sigh.. i miss him badly
right now i feel like crying..
well, he told me to leave him alone..
i put myself in his shoes.. i know how he feels
but.. i am here for him..i'm here to put his misery to end
but.. sigh.. ='(
is it really my fault? but i didn't do anything..
i apologise for everything.. i take the blame dear
sorry =(
well.. i hope we last long..two more weeks left.
i need to go get that thing by 2nd april
hmm..still have time to save up x)
i love that rockstar of mine ♥

moral of the day: don't let anger get the best out of you
[is it like that? haha =x]

and oh yea, did i tell u that nowadays i've been starving myself?
i just ate and i still feel hungry..hmm..hais
i think my mum doesn't seem to care
she discourages me to eat
therefore, i'm getting skinnier
i'm shrinking.
sheesh.